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| By Rebecca Ball |
Mary was the child of Roman Catholic parents, and although she had been a wanderer and an outcast for many years, subject to the insults and scoffs of those whose fortune had placed them above the wants and privations from which she suffered, still her mother’s early teachings had not been forgotten. And although taught to believe in many errors, this little disciple of a false creed wished to do what she believed to be a duty.
So,
one evening, just as the sun was setting, she called Mrs. Doty to her and said,
“I feel the life going out of me. I feel it right here, laying her hand on her
breast, and I want to confess. Won’t you bring the priest? My mother had no
priest with her when she was dying; I don’t want to die so. You’ll bring him to
me, won’t you, Mrs. Doty?”
Mrs.
Doty told Mary that she would go then, before the night set in, and turned to
leave the bed, but Mary called her back and said, “Come very close and bend low
down that you may hear me, for I want you to do something more for me.” Then
drawing from its resting place, the little black cross, her mother’s gift, and
kissing it, she said, “Won’t you lay this on my breast when I am dead? Lay it
right here, said she, where it has ached so. But don’t let them put it in the
grave with me; take it off and give it to Cathy; it will do her good, like it
did me, when people spoke cross to me, and drove me from their doors in the
cold winter days.”
Mrs.
Doty had always been very kind to Mary and readily promised to do all things as
she wished, and wiping the tears from her eyes, started for the priest. It was
quite dark when she returned, with Father D------, to the shanty. He entered
alone to receive her confession. Old Aunty left the room and went out and took
her seat with Mrs. Doty on a pile of wood by the house door. When they entered
the room, they found Mary lying very quietly, while on her face rested an
expression of calm resignation; she had done what she believed to be a duty and
was now ready to die.
Tightly
clasped in her thin small hands, gazing on it, with a look of the deepest
reverence, she held the cross. As soon as she noticed their entrance, she
parted her dress in front and laid it on her bosom; then folding her hands upon
it, as if to press the adored symbol closer to her heart, she fell asleep.
Before
morning she grew worse and suffered great agony till nearly sunset the next day
when mortification ensued, and her pains left her. But Death’s paleness was on
her cheek, and her once bright eye had grown dim and misty. Still, there was a
brightness on her wan face, and the sad lip of the orphan now wore a smile. The
evening sun through a parting gleam, which shone through the little dusty
window on Mary’s bed, but the rays were broken by the branches of the old tree,
now thickly covered by the green leaves of Spring. Poor Mary, there has ever
come a shadow to darken thy sunlight! But it matters little now, thou art so near
the better land from whence all shadows flee away.
Darkness
had again gathered around the old house; all sounds had died away without, and
perfect silence reigned within. Old Aunty had grown quite sober and sat with
Mrs. Doty by the side of the little sufferer, waiting for the last messenger.
The room was dimly lighted by a tallow candle, which Aunty now took from the
old bottle that had served to hold it and passed it several times over Mary’s
face to see if she still lived, but the little breast heaved, and she replaced
the candle in the bottle and again took her seat at the bedside.
She
had been seated but a few moments when Mary roused up and cried in quite a low
voice. “Oh! It’s so sweet, don’t you hear it, Aunty?”
“Hear
what?” said the old woman, “sure it’s nothing but the dogs barking.”
“Oh,
no!” said Mary. “It’s my mother; she’s singing to me, and oh, see there’s the
angels, they’ve come for me.”
Aunty
was about to speak again, but Mrs. Doty laid her hand upon her and said, “Whist
now, she’s seen her mother’s wraith and the two women dropped instantly on
their knees and began crossing themselves in great fear.
Mary
then cried out, “Oh, Mother, take little Cathy! Take little Cathy, Mother!” The
women rose from their knees, took their beads from their bosoms and sat
counting them. Presently, Aunty got up again and once more passed the candle
over Mary’s face, but this time the panting bosom was still; the heart which so
often had been chilled had fluttered into rest.
The
sun rose bright and beautiful the next morning; the little bird came as usual
and sang its song on the old crooked tree, but the ear that was won’t so gladly
to drink in the sound, heard it not, but it listened to the songs of holy
angels in a better and brighter world.


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